Damn socks to hell!!!

I can't believe i screwed this up. I was so care full. I was able to get up to and turning my heel with little help from my sister. I just had to call her a couple times just to make sure i was doing it correctly. And the questions i asked were kinda dumb, instead of asking the important question of is this rep rows 1 & 2 24 times or 24 rows total. My heel flap is twice as big as it should be. Im not gonna rip it back cuz i don't know how to do it with out screwing it up more than it already is. I thought i knew how to pick up stitches after my sister reminded me, but im doing it all wrong. So i decided to stop for the evening other wise i would get angry and throw it across the room. I work on it tomorrow after i figure out how to the heel gusset. Untill then.......

No drinks on tuesday

Yea so I was supposed to get drinks with jen this evening and she ditched me. She sent me a myspace message, couldn't even call me to tell me that she's got too much shit going on. I haven't responded yet. I don't know if im going to. I really was trying to be the better person in this situation. But you can only get shit on so many times. And with everything being as fragile as it is she should have called me. But apparently she really doesn't care. Oh well I was willing to give her a chance, and she failed. Her loss not mine.

My sock so far....

Well here is my sock so far. I haven't really done that much this evening like i would have liked to. I got distracted by the television. I thought that they had really killed of sideshow bob on the simpsons. The picture is that great but oh well.

Drink this Tuesday

Okay so I have this friend Jen. We meet at work. We have this great chemistry, we get along, like the same type of things, have a great time together. So here is the thing. We hung out alot this summer. I was interduced to this guy named Dave who just happens to be the brother of our old manager at work, Meredith. So it seemed we hit it off right away. I was on vacation in august and he wanted to go get tattoos together sometime that week. Well Jen wanted to go too. So i said hey whatever the more the merrier. I made us all appointments to go. I had to go to a wedding so we were going to go later. Earlier in the day i get a text from dave telling me that they are going to go somewhere else with out me. I call jen and she tells me that she is no part of that and that we are still going to go later. I get a phone call when i am at the wedding, its jen telling me that her cousin is blah blah blah, so she ditched me too.
Okay so the next couple of weeks get really weird. Dave stops talking to me. Jen is acting weird, like something is wrong and no one will talk to me and tell me with the fuck is going on. So about a month or 2 ago jen tells me that she is dating dave. I stop talking to her. I get confirmation that she lied to me about the hole tattoo thing.
Well so my point to this blog is that today we worked together. We talked, we laughed, we got along. So I got a text from her she misses me, is sorry how the hole situation went down, blah blah blah. SO we are going to get a drink on tuesday to talk about it. I hope it goes well. I would like to be her friend, i don't care about the hole dave thing anymore. I really need to get it off my chest my feelings about this to her. I know that i prolly will not feel comfortable hanging out with her and dave. They made me feel like an idiot. Wish me luck. (im gonna post again later to show everyone the sock that im knitting)

Happy Turkey day!!

I just got home from spending turkey with my sister and her family. Oh i ate way too much. MMM but the pie was so good. I finally finished my first pair of socks today. They are pretty jacked up. But hey what eva they are my first pair. Im excited that i get to start on a new pair with new yarn. I was gonna use the same kind that i did my first pair with but im thinkin i want sometime different. So tomorrow is black friday and i have to work. Which is actually okay cuz i have no money to go shopping anyways. I have a long day though 8:30 am - 11 pm. Theres gonna be a lot of people home this weekend that i would like to see, i don't think im gonna have much time. Oh well.

Didn't get it

So I didn't get the job. And im angry. I called into work to go to a presentation. I had a phone interview, I called in late to work to go to an interview, I called in again to go to another interview. Everything seemed to be going good. WHY would you interview me basically 4 times and not give me the job?????? They wasted my time and I am angry. Im also very disappointed. I really needed this. The job was perfect, had great benefits, more money. I don't want to be at my job any longer. I was so looking forward to telling them to go fuck themselves. DAMN! I really need something good to happen to me. ERGH!

MMMM Yummy Cider Mill

So today is a crisp November day. What would be better then some hot cider and donuts? NOTHING! We went to the Franklin Cider mill today. It was yummy. And now I am home watching the Lions. (they are winning)

I need to stop napping when i get home!

So my whole plan after work today was to come home, relax a little then go to the gym. I haven't been to the gym in about 2 weeks. But instead I came home checked all my stuff on the internet then took a 2 hour nap. I NEED TO STOP NAPPING AFTER WORK! Its so hard not to though Im tired I work too much. That and I think i already have the winter blues. Tomorrow I have to work after work so I cant go tomorrow. POOP! Okay this is what I am going to do from now on.... Im going to the gym right after work!!!!!! I am not coming home and sitting on the couch i am going to come home change and then go. I need to stop being lazy!!! I did watch the pursuit to happyness. It was a really good movie, i cried twice. Oh yay its gonna be another cloudy cold day tomorrow. Okie dokie off to bed.

Can't park in my own parking lot

So this is my very first blog on this site and im using it to bitch. I just went to meijer to get a few things i needed. I came home and there is no where to park except in a handicap spot. So i parked there. I live here i should be able to have some where to park other then the handicap spots which i am not allowed to park in cuz IM NOT HANDICAP!